Trouble Sleeping and Thinking

It’s 3:20 AM and I can’t get to sleep. I think I need more physical activities in my life so my body would be better for bed.

I keep thinking though that I’m very comfortable in my skin. But I do have to ask the question, have I’ve just got comfortable with my social situation? Which is none existent… Or do I not want to take that extra chance because I’m paranoid of what the results my be. It seems as if my risk taking is almost none existent and this is make my life feel as though nothing is happening or going to happen.

Enough is Enough

Did you ever get mad because you wanted to say something to someone that could improve you fate but was afraid 2 say it? Or put your ideas and goals in someone else’s hands to be present at an important meeting but because they had their own agenda they purposly f— it up. Can you really be upset at the outcome for you putting your destiny in their hands?

Living with Social Anxiety

Man are you kidding? I did not know I even had it until this week of May 12th 2007. It explains alot. Can you imagine being talented but being held back because your afraid to talk to people and afraid to live. Well now that I know what wrong I can go about fixing it. I’m not in a rush, I’ll do it incrementally and right however long it will take.

I’m just saying it explains a lot my life.