Run Joe Run

On a day like this you got to kick yourself in your own ass to get things done. It’s been rainy all last weekend and now the start of this week. Wow! I know March is supposed to be the rainy season but I can’t wait for the sun.

Tiger Woods Should Leave

I think there’s no salvaging his married life after his promiscuities, just picking up the pieces. So his wife wants more money for her to stay, wow, that’s not a marriage it a business arrangement. And in any business arrangement it just comes down to money. He never really wanted to have his family, he just wanted a babies momma. (Look at Lebron James’s situation). Or just married someone who let’s him sleep around like all of these professional player do. Or better yet he should of stayed an unmarried playboy. Hey Tiger, your better off just leaving and starting over again because after sleeping around with more then 10 women the no coming back from that. Unless your marriage is truly just about love you should leave because if you stay, your gonna have to prepare yourself and really think about how much money your ready to give up before she leaves anyway?

In the history of the world big business man always have some sort of mistresses along with their regular families, especially in the Asian and Italian cultures. Wow look at some parts in Africa where the more money you have the more wifes you can have. So why is everyone so surprised. It’s just a clash of cultures. He should of married a women who understand this.

If you are married with 2 kids and you found out that your partner was fooling around with over 10 people would you leave?

If in the same situation your other half through 88 million dollars at you to stay, would you stay?

So I’m sitting here about 1:30AM in the morning on a Saturday night and just doing a reassessment of my life and what I want out of it. Of course the general thing that most people want like money and fame are not so important to me. I like to have financial security of course but I won’t be cut through to anyone including people I don’t like to get there.

Love – I just want to be happy and comfortable no pressure on me and I won’t put any on my other half. Hopefully a soul-mate with chemistry and loyalty.

Intelligence – I do enjoy learning new things because it makes me feel on top of the world and gives me a great feeling of accomplishment.

Music – It’s my life, it’s a source of mystery and contentment. It’s a soother a comforter. It’s love and hate. It has colors and dynamics that take me to places farther then I could of ever believe. Farther then I can ever imagine in a robust and bold imagination. A never ending story where theres always something veraciously new to discover. A place to get lost, a place of no worries, a place of wonderous art and pleasureful taboos. A place to find ones true self, a place where it’s cool to be alone as well as with many at the same time. A place of inspiration and creativity. A place of understanding and non-understanding. I walk the life of a true musician and very proud of it. I will never make excuses as I’ve done in the past. I will do what pleases me and I will please myself in what I do.

Financial – I’m ready to accept what life has to present to me. Instead of running away from it as in the past.

Friendship – I love my friends a great deal and they love me.(Great feeling)

I think the question really should be, Why would you want to? Well I think certain situations in life determine how you should respond. If your not use to being those situations then you won’t do a good job at it, whatever it is. Which means you’ll feel uncomfortable then lowering your self esteem. Learning how to “be” in any and all is the trick, this can give you a connection in life which in turn will help you to relax. So I ask you is this changing your personality or just a life lesson?

Just got finish helping a friend in a wheel chair get situated in his apartment. This nursing hospital was treating him like shit. Him being independent he wanted to just go. So he being my best friend I said no probs. I’ll help. How far would you go to help a friend?

Whenever that close feeling overcomes me I push even harder. Because no one else will be there to have my back. Yes you have friends you love but to be a good friend you have to hold your part.

This is a hard business and the only way to grow is seek out and pursue more business like a missile. I tried craigslist but I know there’s many more. If anyone has any online suggestion that would produce results it would be greatly appreciated.

This business is very difficult and I’m in it to win it. I will not stop until I succeed! That’s a promise I make to myself and my soul perseverance and diligence.

Sorry everyone I’ve been working on the my alter ego project niggablack. It’s coming out great but I’ve got to warn it’s in your face and crass.

So I think I know what to do and that is to improve my social and networking skills. That’s it. So I’ll be working on that from now until the end of the year. I will be uploading a new song on Saturday this week from “niggablack”. One of the more tame songs so you can get a vibe. Oh yea and Danielle’s project is coming out great so I’ll start letting you hear snippets of her work soon.

After being in a relationship for 2 hard fought years I’m now free and able to feel at ease. It funny how heavy that 200 pound monkey feels on your back when things r not going your way. So now I’m on a mission to ‘make it happen’ and get the things I know want out of this life. And make the journey great.