Run Joe Run

I watched Ophra today, the subject had to do with the people of the show “The Biggest Loser”. She had some of the contestants on, to show them before and after. I was shocked, like I always am, when it comes to the end of the all the biggest loser seasons at how much weight people lost. I was glad to see that additional people lost weight and got healthier. I was a little angry not because they lost the weight but because they were lucky enough to get a personal trainer through the course of the their weight loss. Not every person can afford to have someone to push you when you feel weak and a psychologist to be there to hold you emotionally and physically when your about to fall. I know I can’t, I need a little help now and then.

One thing I do agree with is the emotional hold that food has on you and how people use food as a soothing device when they feel bad. Meaning you have to retrain your brain in order to be successful in losing weight. You have to deal with these feelings. Feelings you’ve built up from your past. Wow! When you don’t know where to start, and you don’t have money to keep it sustained, how do you go forward?

My desire for music. I use to be so gun ho about completing projects in music. But as I’m getting older it’s not as appealing to me as before. I would love to write the next hit single for Chris Brown and Beyonce. But my appeal of the music business is not like it’s once been. At this moment I’m working on a compilation. Sometimes I feel as if I can’t focus on one thing and finish it. It feels as if I’m doing a thousand things and they’re all unfinished. Well I’m gonna just focus on this compilation from start to end.

What’s this thing happening a bailout of the financial institutions. Most people can’t comprehend a million dollars let along 700 billion. But what they can comprehend is a job loss. Many of my friends and people who live in my area never had a job or get their money by other means. They struggle in the knowledge thinking that the color of their skin is holding them back. So to put it quite honestly even if there is another great depression people are not going to know the difference.  I just think that it’s very dishonest to chase certain people around for all the small and petty things they do but yet you have these white-collar criminals bleeding us dry and getting a bonus on top of it.

I spent most of today working on server problems on one of my websites. Crazy I thought I remembered my server name and password. Apparently I was wrong. I guest this is what you call a senior moment. Or some people in the hood call it being stuck on stupid. You know like the way Senator McCain looked when he gave his speech accepting his nomination.

Her sisters boyfriend killed her mom and brother. Wow! Why is it when all the black artist make it to the top some tragedy happens. I.E. Marvin Gaye, Teddy Pendergrass, Kanye West, Aaliyah, Biggy Smalls, Tupac Shakur(The List is Large). It seems to follow our best or close to best artist. The real question is how does these event’s effect the outcome or actions of the people around them?

Images of the summer

Oh to have talent and not do anything with it is a sin.

Another beautiful model picture. What do you think?

I love artistic looking images. Very artistic and sexy. Like I said before sex sells and sexiness sells. Tell me what you think.

Hey could anyone recommend a decent place for a vacation? I been working hard and I really need a break.